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[Friday, December 31st, 2004 @ 3:23pm] |
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Why Hello everyone out there in cyber world. Ha. It is just me with another good update. Lifetime movies are pissing me off. He is ruining her life, yet she stays with him. HE HAS A GAMBLING PROBLEM, BITCH! Annoyance. So last night Ronni and I came back to my house and chilled with my mom. I found some clothes I bought that I forgot about. So I had a cute new outfit last night. We watched Van Wilder and then headed uptown to me the oohh soo gorgeous Anthony. We hung out, made out, and chilled out. It was fun. We headed back to Ronni's and I went to bed around 4.30ish.I woke up around 2 and headed to Krystan's and then the Cafe for the paycheck. I was talking to Ross at Ronni's on the phone. Someone was trying to get into Ronni's while I was there. I heard the door unlock, so I started to get loud so they would leave. They hopped in a white truck and left quickly. It was scary. I called Ronni and told him that someone was trying to get into the apartment. He was like. "We need to move." We are looking at lofts in St. Louis. They start at $650 for one bedroom apt. Which isn't bad. We're gonna move sometime. Oh, oh. Harrington called me today about going to there school. I have to call the lady back tomorrow. I can't wait to see if I get in. I will be right on Michigan Ave in Chicago. My mom was like, new car or new school. I went with the school. As much as I love Southern Illinois, I'm ready to go. So, I'll work this summer, pay off my ride, get a few scholarships, take out a few loans, and pack my bags for Chic-Chicago. Ya dig? Anyways. Meg and I dyed my hair blue black. You really can't tell a difference. That is what happens when Meg and I get bored. So, Meg, Leah, Ronni and I went to Faces Wednesday. It was a blast. I met this guy named Seth. Victoria Rose dragged him out on the floor because this kid had the body of a Greek God. It was hot. He was smooth, cute, and tan. He could put any Abercrombie model to shame. We talked for a few. He was soo shy. It was cute. I slipped him my number. Then I went over and talked with Jake. the first thing he did was grab my dick. Hott right? Yeah, Travis and Him danced in little, tight undies. They were covered in baby oil. I got all slippery. The strip-off was......well, lets just say they were all naked. Larry was f'n some guy in the middle of the floor. He is such a skeez. It was a blast...like I said a...blast..They played 1, 2 Step. We all went crazy. It was hott, hott. Cameron looked cute. Jake and I wild for a second. AAAHHHH...it was fun. We went to Taco Bell and Jack In The Box after that. Then to Meg's and back to Ronni's. Good times. I don't know what else.....Oh Snapple Peach Iced Tea is soooo good. My fave<3.
Cha-cha------>slide.
Your hottness, Rodg
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[Wednesday, December 29th, 2004 @ 4:57am] |
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Bubby 2. Boom-Boom 3. Rodg
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: (My Aim ones) 1. Rodgeratron5000 2. Socoevol 3. Chillenite
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. my dick 2. my ass 3. my teeth
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. my ears 2. my knees 3. my weight
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. Irish 2. German 3. Cherokee-Osage
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. bugs 2. losing loved ones.....(all same as Jenna's...) 3. dark
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. Celly 2. LIVESTRONG bracelet 3. Wallet /Car Keys
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. Hollister Jeans 2. Baby Blue Chucks 3. Abercrombie Moose Polo
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS: 1. Soco 2. Dc 3. So Few Words <3 (Haha..Drew)
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. Ryan Cabera-True 2. Lindsay Lohan-Something I Never Had 3. Ciara-1 2 Step
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1. BRAND New Car 2. Some Books 3. Paint....yes..........paint.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP(besides love): 1. Understanding 2. Companionship 3. S.e.x.?
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: 1. I want to be with him 2. I still love him 3. I hate Sour Skittles. eck.
can you guess Which one is the lie!!????*
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE (or same) SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. Girls (Eyes) Guys (Ass) 2. Girls (Legs) Guys (Hair) 3. Girls (Tits) Guys (Eyes)
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. Pee in public places 2. Do the speed limit 3. girls....eck.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. Shopping 2. Relaxing.... 3. Taking online quizes and such...etc.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. Shop 2. Take pictures 3. Smack a ghetto person
THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING: 1. Doctor 2. Lawyer 3. Stripper.......................................Haha..(I mean desiging)
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. Laguna Beach......Stephen!!!!!!!!! 2. Brazil w/ Jenna 3. Bam's House
THREE KID'S NAMES: 1. Ethan Alexander 2. Donovan Paul 3. Hopeful Jade
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. Kiss him for the last time. 2. Snuggle 3. Buy a new car.
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR ELSE! : 1. no one 2. No One 3. NO ONE
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[Tuesday, December 28th, 2004 @ 11:14pm] |
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Bam Margera is a god to me. Ryan Dunn also. Viva La Bam is such an idiotic show. I love it. Sylvia (my plant) is doing swell. I bought her the other day from Target. I bought a few other items too with my mom. Lastnight was done the usual way...shopping with Ross. Then Ronni, Ross, and myself, Rodger, enjoyed watching White Chicks at Ross'. I slept over at Ronni's like I do everynight. We woke up this afternoon around 2ish maybe. Today was beautiful. The most beauty I have seen in a while. I had to attend work anyways. It sucked monkey-nutt's ass' cock's cum. That isn't real, but that's how bad it was. Suck. Ronni and I are going out tonight. I am going to shower now.
Rock on
-Rodg
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[Saturday, December 25th, 2004 @ 3:29pm] |
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Okay..so It is almost 4 p.m. and I still haven't opened any presents. W.T.F. I took advantage of this little window called dinner. Everyone is working on the turkey that they just fried. Mm...I'd rather have Taco Bell. My mom is being a crabass in a positive way. I'll ask to do something and she'll say no with a smile on her face. W.T.F. Gramp isn't here. Ugly and Him went to Indiana for Christmas. Whateva! I worked last night. Actually, I just played darts until 9, then I got cleaned up and went out to my unc's and got some money and presents. Ronni and I met up later at my house, then we went to his house and watched 2 Fast, 2 Furious. It was funny. The third one will be called "Way 2 Fast, Way 2 Fucking Furious" Revenge of the Fords. Hahaha...We crashed after the movie. I can still remember the first time I saw it. Jeremy and I watched it at Cassie's house down in her basement. AKA our second home. Well, was our second home. I miss those days......Having sex, swimming, joking, snuggling, skinny dipping...Hahhahahaha...JENNA!!!!! Parties where we would all run around, late trips to here and there. I would give back anything to have my past be my present again. I remember more things...I remember last Christmas. Jeremy gave me a ring, a poster of Simple Plan, which I still have, a Soco Patch. It makes me smile. I remember I got him his Crayola Crayon Maker, a Nightmare Before Christmas book, and some other random things to make his season brighter. I miss that day. I remember sitting in Cassie's room in her computer chair. Jeremy was on his knee, and I was holding his face in my hands. Kissing him. It gives me chills just thinking about it. The entire situation as to why we are still not together is just plain retarded. Everything that has happened in the past year is and will always be RETARDED. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm missing him terribly. In all honesty, I'm always missing him. He was my bestfriend, he will always be my friend..duh, but he will always have a place in my heart. I wish he could be here right now to share the holidays with me. I waited all day on my birthday for him to call. He never did, but I guess it's okay. He probably was busy. I'm sure he thought about me though. He isn't forgetful like that. LoL...Long story on that......He always remembers the funny stuff. Lol...I'm going to go eat my emotions now. I will chat with you all later. Toodles!
P.s. Merry Christmas. I will see you all soon.
P.s.s. Rent is soon and so is Soco!! Yeah Travis. Yeah!
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[Thursday, December 16th, 2004 @ 12:15am] |
I survived my 19th birthday...I don't want to get into details....I'm a little disappointed that SOME PEOPLE didn't even bother calling me. It hurts a little, but I'll survive..
I'm chilling at Ronni's apartment. He's not home so I'm just chilling..
Tony made me my favorite cake today.<3 mmm
I bought Travis and me tickets to Soco. love
"Don't be afraid to take his weiner, and wrap it around a tree." -Georgia Peach..
iguessimreallysadrightnowsoimgonnagobye
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[Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 @ 9:59am] |
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Hey guys. Sorry I haven't updated in forever. I really don't care for stuff like this anymore. I guess it's just one of many things that is changing with me right now. Lets see...I've been up to the reg lately. Shoping shopping shopping shopping. It is getting lame. It still makes me happy I guess. School blows. Today I'll probably make my new schedule fo next semester. I need to fill out applications for Carbondale, Schaumburg, and Semo. I gotta go...leave..be gone. Brett is leaving the 16th for Florida. I'm gonna miss him so much. yeah..I don't know what else to say...I'm starting to love the kid. Oh, If you guys haven't heard, Tony and I don't really have much of a relationship that I want. So, we're just good friends, and I'm happy with that. He's a great guy. Anyways..I fill everyone in on Brett. Later...
Another Sad/Pathetic Douchebag named Rodger..........Well, I'm not really sad....but sure...
Bye bye!
P.s. I'm back-up dancing at Faces Tomorrow night..
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[Sunday, November 21st, 2004 @ 3:00pm] |
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Last night was a great night!! I woke up at 9 a.m. and got cleaned up. Jenna, Meg, Kris, and I went shopping! We went to the mall..duh..
I bought a oober cute sweater from the Gap...I probably already wrote about this..but oh well. It is cute.
We also went to Tram-Law. Fun stuff. Their ham is soo great. Meg and I were like...MMmmmmmm!!!!!
We went to Taco Smell, and then back to Jenna's..ate..and then home. My mom thought my sweater was cute. Good! Because it is!
I got dressed and went to Mike's. We met Gitta and everybody at Olive Garden.......Good times.......Gitta stole the bread sticks! LOL.. We chowed down after we waited forever..Mike had to drive because Gitta and Pat got tipsy. W00T! LoL...
Traffic was terrible, but the show was GRAND. Absolutely the funniest thing ever! Everything about it was great! Great! Great! Great! I loved it. Our seats were great. You couldn't see the the whites of their eyes, but still pretty damn good. Better seats than when I saw 42nd St. I'm gonna take Tony to go see Rent...If he wants to...He thinks Rent sucks. I think he said that. I dunno...I personally think different.
After the show, we went to Cartel. Mmmmmmm!!! Chai!!!!!! On the way back, Gitta and I snuggled! LoL..She went shopping at Vickie's Secrets so she showed us her new Panties! LoL....LoL...She got me a newwwww Teddy Bear!!! I love it, and she is giving me Jason's keyboard. I'm very excited! I can scratch that off my Christmas list...Now all I want is Tony!
We came back, and I got my car, then headed back to St. Louis. All I'm going to say is $360. For practically nothing.
I drove around until 5 a.m. Then came home and crashed. It was nice!!!!!
I woke up this morning, got cleaned up and went to see Ten Little Indians with Gitta. My friend Jake was soooo f'n hilarious. <3 He looked hotttt too. I wanted to hug him, but I would have squeezed him to death! LoL...Yeah....
I'm going now...I will update more tonight...Oh! P.A.R.T.Y. at Krystan's!!! Tonight!!
I have to get my Mads tickets for Gitta and I tomorrow...<3<3<3
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[Saturday, November 20th, 2004 @ 2:57pm] |
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K...I guess I'll breakdown yesterday for ya...
Friday-Went to class...easy as usual.......... Came home, munched, then headed to work to see Tony. He straight up grabbed my crotch in the office. Instant boner. Let me tell you...I wanted to jump him soo f'n bad....He's an ass. Haha...Work was okay I guess...Bobino vanished for the lunch shift. I don't want to know. Someone stole my $7 tip. Kathy was pissed off. I could careless because I have my $200 gig tonight.
I left work, came home, did my paycheck thing, downloaded more ringtones***, and headed back to work....sleep***...........I left early, came home, showered, went to McDonalds for Nathan and Jenna, went to Meg's, watched Sex In The City (middle of Season 4), left, and no comment on the rest of my night. = )
I woke up this morning, shaved, went to Jenna's, we went shopping, ate, some other stuff, and went back to her house. I bought a new sweater from the Gap for Chicago tonight. I have to be at Mike's in two hours.
On my way home I swung by Zena's house to see WwIiLlLlIiAaMm. I gave him the rest of my cigarettes just so I didn't have to get him a pack. That is some love right there. I still love that boy. <3
I need a cigarette now.... = (
My parents are painting...I love that smell that paint has....... *^%&@#$%@#$-Dizzy-$#@%$#@&%^*
I don't know. My Hollister sweater is doing ooohh so grand. It is very warm... FYI..Express has the world's best sale on sweaters <3
That is all.
BbYyEe
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[Thursday, November 18th, 2004 @ 11:47pm] |
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Sex-tacular!
K..so..I woke up this morning, & got ready for class. Drawing was rather good. My project is beginning to take form. It has a little dedication to Jason in it. The whole thing is 66X22. Hella huge....
I skipped math because I'm dropping it. I cannot stand that man anymore. I'm just gonna retake it next semester with the coooool lady that actually teaches the shit instead of shows us.
Anyways, I went to the cafe and they had a party coming in; the Class of '44. I hopped in back and worked. I just wanted to work with Tony. It was funnnnnn! As always I guess. He left so I left. I went back to school to attend piano. I have to have another song learned by Tuesday...Joy.
Class was easy. Jenn called me in the middle of it so "She Will Be Loved" started to play. The whole class was like...WTF?! LoL...We had to delay our trip to Gitta's.
I came home and relaxed..showered......
Jenn called. She and Dave came over and we left...got gas...and headed out towards Hoyleton.
We got there and talked with Gitta and Jordan for a few then headed out for some chinese! MMMMmm...It was great!
We went back to the house and talked for a while. G-Pitta showed us some photos and offered me a chance to play Jason's piano. I absolutely wanted to cry. I was soooooooooo nervous. I didn't play that bad. I just felt like SOMEONE was watching me...lol..It was an honor..
I got some senior pictures, and then we headed out..I didn't want to leave...Now I am home talking to the oh so lovely Gitta,and the wonderful Brady. He was a fluffy bunny for Halloween.. what a goof..
Gitta and I are going to Minnesota sometime after December. She is going in December with Brittney, then I am going the next trip. It'll be soooo much fun. I love them all.
Well I am going to bed now. I want to hurry to see Tony tomorrow..
I love you all..goodnight!
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[Wednesday, November 17th, 2004 @ 8:50pm] |
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Hi Guys..
I guess I'll start with Monday. Most would say that it sucked. Which it did. My routine was the usual. -Wake up. -Class. -Work. It was a nice day working with Tony. I like him soo much.
I went home and changed, then headed to Jenna's. I told her that Jason was telling me to go shopping. So we did. I bought my sister jewelry for her cellphone. It is a rhinestone chain with Hello Kitty. We headed out to the Galleria after that. Hollister<3..
Jenna went inside Splash and told the hott guy, Jacob, that I liked him. He was flattered. We kept on looking at each other. It was hott. I finally went to Hollister and bought my sweater. It is soo warm..<3<3<3
Another cute guy, but this time at Abercrombie Kids, smiled at me while I was shopping. Overall, it was a lot of fun. Once that was said and done, we headed back over during rush hour...eck...LoL...I loved it...I get to use the bird...
Haha..Our mall was okay...We bumped into Keigh-Cee. It was her 19th birthday.. Yay! It was fun..Jenna and I got into some trouble at her house....too much fun with the webcam. It was an overall positive night..
Tuesday-November 16th
-Woke up. -Class/IHOP w/Dani...skipping class is okay if your instructor thinks you are researching. -I dread days like these, but I suppose it is for the best..ya know?? I did okay on my 1-5-7 scales in piano..I think I have my 4 scales tomorrow...= (
I came home and slept until I had to work. It was dead. I slept in the lounge, and then talked to Tony for a while. Gilmore Girls and One Tree Hill was great as usual. Christian let me leave early. I came home and waited for Krystan to call me. Katie picked her up from the train station around 11ish. We met up at IHOP after that, but they were closed. So we went to Denny's for house. Krystan and I crashed about 3ish. We woke up early and just stayed in bed talking. It was nice. I dropped her off and went to class.
To my surprise I enjoyed Design today. We did textures and Guy gave us Christmas presents....Sweet!! Primary ColorS!!! I came home, and then went to work. It had to be one of the best days....Tony and I flirted hardcore!!! Everytime he walked by me, he would smack my ass. It was hott.. Then he squeezed behind me in the office...Yay..no comment there. He just needs to give in and go out with me. Hahaha...Shaq and I had a blast...Yes..........AAAAahhhhhhhhhh...It was fun.
I came home and slept. I wanted to go back to the Galleria, but I changed my mind.
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Now I am here........allllllllllll wired..I'm going to work on some stuff. Yes...productivity. Score. I don't know what else....
Oh..I'm a downloading king...
I've download three wallpapers...and...four ringtones on my phone..I can't stop. My phone is soo emo right now..You don't understand. Well, that is it.........Oh..I made my sister a turkey costume to wear to Jerzey's. It rocks....
Evey is making me a protein diet so I can start working out again. I was working out for a while...no I just stopped. I can notice little things, but that is about it..........
Jenn, Dave, and I are going to Gitta's tomorrow. We're going to go to Jason's grave and all that stuff. It'll be good. Well, I'll update more, when more is available!
Eat Tots!!
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[Sunday, November 14th, 2004 @ 4:49am] |
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So they date tonight didn't go to my plan, but it worked out pretty darn good. First, I picked him up, and headed to Cartel. We were going to go see a movie at the Chase Park Plaza, but we didn't make it... We strolled in and sat with a few of his friends. There was this one guy named Chris that was an ass. If I said..."Gee..That puppy is cute!" He would say..."You look like the type that likes furry little creatures." It was just ignorance at its best. Anyways, I bought Tony a strawberry banana smoothie, and a Cherry Coke for myself...YUMMY... After spending forever there, we headed back to Jason's house to hop in the hot tub....brrrrr.......it was cold outside. The water was soo nice besides the cold air bubbles...Grrrrr...Tony broughtout the wine and we stripped. Some jets were positioned in the wrong way if you get my drift. It was fun. We grabbed are stuff and ran inside....I think I'm still shaking. Tony and I left and headed back to his place. Yeah.......................................................................................................................................................................................................Hm..He fell asleep in my arms and it was the best feeling ever.<3<3<3<3<3<3 I wish I could have stayed, but I had to come back here. He said he would call me later on Sunday. He better or I'm goning to...Nevermind...LoL...
As soon as I left him and got into my car I started to cry. I called and talked to Zena...she said she loved me....I love her tooooo...<3 So I pulled in my driveway and couldn't stop crying. I thought about Tony, about Gitta and Jason, about my parents..I was listening to Soco...shocker...#7. Mmm...I'm fine now..I came inside, talked to Jere-Bear for a second about something that happened, and now I am going to peacefully drift away into my sleeptime dreams...how corny. ....and now I am going to peacefully lay my head on my pillow, and dream of Tony.
Goodnight..<3<3<3<3<3
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[Saturday, November 13th, 2004 @ 4:44am] |
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Good Mo'nin' everyone..
Saxon had another amazing party out at Lake St. Louis. I got there in 40+ minutes. It wasn't bad. I got out there around I don't know what time. It might have been about (...) 1. I'm not sure. Travis was already drunk, and he had a cheer comp. today at noon. Allen wasn't talking. Saxon was dancing to Janet, and better than her at that. LoL...That is Saxon for you. I chugged a Gonorrhea and some Hypnotic..Eck. Drinking makes me slutty. Travis, Ryan, Joe, and I left and went to the spa. Mmm...I got my 90 day pass. I was sooo hungry. We went swimming outside..And yet again...the cheerleading came out and my ass was being thrown up in the air buttnaked. Brr........No shrinkage here. There were a lot of hotttt guys there too. It was funny. I made some new friends...LoL...We didn't leave until 10 a.m. We stayed the entire time. OOOoohh..the steamroom was too hott. Ouch. BurnT. It was fun. Anyways, I headed home, showered, and then passed out. Now I am up-see-daisy, my house is clean, my clothes for my date are in the dryer..
I have to leave in an hour to get the rents, then head out on my date. Grr..I can't wait. We talked earlier and all I remembered is hot tub. Which, as most know, is alright with me. Hehe...I just want to see how tonight goes, then I'll decide what my next step is. If something is to come of this, then my recent actions will change. I do have dignity, and respect for the ones I care for. AWWWW...I can't wait anymore. I just want to see him...grrr..
I need to go take another shower so everything smells good for tonight. <3 Good smells are good?! Lol..Have I been drinking?? No..I probably will tonight. I'll make him buy me some. Okay, well, kids, I have to jet in the shower, to St. Louis, and back for my date with the most beautiful man. I will update tomorrow, for I am not CUMMING home tonight...I'll be cumming, but not at home! Bye to all my loyal fans!!!!!!
-An.Incredibly.Hard.Rod.-
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[Friday, November 12th, 2004 @ 10:48am] |
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So like Gitta and I have the best convos ever! I told her all about anal sex since I am the pro at that..SAFETY FIRST!! Wrap that shit! Anyways..yes..She has filled me in on some interesting news......How loserish of you to still care......HAH. Honey, I don't understand people anymore. NOT AT ALL. Some people just need to make up there mind and deal.
Back to a better subject...I have $220.96. I'm very pleased with this weeks banking. PROUD! My Tony is now at the casino winning me some more cash...Hopefully he'll win a lot and buy me a new car.....we already discussed this earlier. He's going to call me when he is done. Tonight is another Lake St. Louis party. Should I drive all the way over there or should I go out with Tony later..............TONY! I might do both. It depends.
Tomorrow is our first REAL date. I'm paying for everything! And I'm not doing it to get in his pants. I've already been there. LoL.......mmm........The best sex ever!!!! = 0 Literally. Yeah...we'll probably go see a movie around 8 then head out to Cartel or something. I just want to talk to him, and learn more. I'm soo interested in learning everything about him. <3<3<3
I had a Red Bull tonight. It was my first in a while. I could do anything. I was light headed and shit. It was funny. Casey got me a Sprite to calm me down. I tipped that shit right over. It went everywhere. It was hilarious.
THIS AIN'T OLD COUNTRY BUFFET, BIOTCH. YA FAT FUCK!! BOO-YAH.
Weird...........Where did that come from??
Airport tomorrow. Yeah..I hope I'm awake....No more Explorer for me...Unless I want to buy one...nope..SC4L.
Well, I'm gonna go lube myself up with soap in the shower....feel free to watch me on my voyeur site. Ask me if you don't know it....
I'm just kidding..Maybe.
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[Friday, November 12th, 2004 @ 5:43am] |
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Okay..It is 5:43 a.m. I just walked in. K..so I went to Cartel because Tony was might go down there...I hung out with Chris and his friend...something...then Joe and Ryan showed up. Fun stuff.
Okay..let me tell you..
They were going to a "spa"
So I went to..We stopped by and got Eric..he changed his mind so we took him back...boooo.....
Anyways...It was freaking.......new. A new experience..Let us just say....hot muscle guys in showers. HOTT. Did you know people PAY to GIVE massages?? Lets just say being nice to someone pays....$165 tonight, boys. I love getting paid to receive massages. Yes...We went swimming in the out door pool. FUN & FREEZING. PLUS..I'm an official Plastic now.......My mom would be proud.
My accomplishments tonight were grand.
Anyways, we left..went to eat...to Joe's...to my car..and Now I am home...Joy.....I have class in 3 hours...
NOT GOING.
I'm an official Male Escort......
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[Saturday, November 6th, 2004 @ 2:31am] |
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Heyy...My curls are gone....alll gone...Tony likes my new hair so that makes me very happy..Lol...he wasn't expecting it today..
I woke up and went to half of Design..Left..Got my hair cut..then went home. I chilled for a little bit then went to work...
"Do you know where the cranberries are??" Hmm..I wonder what that really ment? Hahaha...gotta love 'em..
Yeah..lala...I went walking with Jenna after work..Then went to get Krystan..
-Walmart -Cafe -Target
Fun..Now I am home...stuffed..with Krystan...We're going to St. Louis at 3:30 in the morning for some business stuff..muahahahahahaha...lol..k.
I have a date Saturday..I'm gushing......GUSHING. I couldn't be anymore excited than I am right now....................fffffffffffffffff*
No more curls. No more sadness. No more.
-A.Happy.Lover.-
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[Saturday, November 6th, 2004 @ 2:31am] |
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Yesterday was sooo fantastic. I...
Woke up. Dropped my parents off at the airport. Went to Jenna's. Went driving. Went to Keith's with Jenna. Grabbed Krystan. Dropped Jenna off. Krystan and I came back to my house and napped, watched t.v., did some laundry, and got dolled up for later that night.
I put my neons in the Explorer, got gasoline, and head to Saint Louis.
What a grand trip that was....Joss Stone the whole way there! <3<3 We got there and I hung out in the crowds. I was cool to hang out with Chris again. Anyways, I had a lot of fun there. OHHH Aaron was there. Yeah, the last time I saw him I was on his lap. LoL...Good times...Yeah...
LoL.......I'm hanging out with his ex Tony now. He is a doll. <3<3<3<3<3<3 Yeah..Him and I are going to be great friends..*wink*...LoL.. Something may come of this..I hope...No one has ever kissed me soo pationately...<3
Yeah..We went down to the Grind and hung out with Willis, Pat, and Ryan. Jim, Jen, Val, and Pete were there too.... Mmm..my Root Beer was delicious! *muah*
Anyways, Krystan and I left and came home...I talked to Eric on the phone, then went to bed. That was about it...We crashed after that....
Soooo nice. We woke up this morning, ate, and watched Dirty Dancing, To Wong Foo, Coyote Ugly, and a Vh1 Special. fun!!
Noxema Jackson!
Booooo-Diddy!
Hahha.....Yeah...I'm waiting for Tony to call me......................................................................................................................................................................I'm going to hang out with Eric tonight. That should be fun.. Yeah...I can't wait until work tomorrow...Let us talk about silence....
Erl.....G2G...
Toodles my homies...
-The.Perfect.Lover.-
-Rodg-
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[Saturday, November 6th, 2004 @ 2:31am] |
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Lately I've had this feeling of not belonging to anything. Examples..Friends, school, "love" interests...The other night was amazing...Until I felt brushed off like I was just a good time.
Until tonight.
I did the usual. -School -Cafe -Jerzey's
After work tonight I called "T" and talked with him. I came home and took a shower then headed to his house. He made me feel loved. Cared about, concerned for...He made me feel like no one ever made me feel; like I was needed. I didn't want to leave his side. I wanted to stay there next to him forever. His compliments, his eyes. I can still feel his skin on mine. Holding me tightly, caring for me forever. I felt what some never feel in a lifetime, and what some shouldn't deserve to feel.
Hopefully we can learn more about each other. I want to know everything. Dreams, goals, theories...We have many of the same friends..It's weird..I hope more comes of this accidental meeting. Monday needs to be here so I can go to work..The faster I'm next to him, the safer I am..
I've never felt so safe.
-A.Loved.Man.-
-Rodg-
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| Holla!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[Sunday, October 31st, 2004 @ 3:02am] |
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Okay..Lastnight I watched a movie with Jenna. Then I went to Pete's to get ready. Katie and I were the baddest 70's dopehead's ever!!!!!! Pete was a sexy, sexy devil! Krystan was a Greecian Goddess. And I don't remember what everyone else was.
We went to the block party..! Woot, then we went to Lake St. Louis where I got TRASHED. Yes TRASHED. I saw Joe's dick, Saxon's dick, and Travis' dick. HAHAHA...Joe had a cockring. I used my Livestrong bracelet...LoL..
DRUNK, DRUNK, DRUNK....DRUNK WAS ME.......I get very slutty. lol....... Jake was a naughty Peter Pan. Hott!!! Licks** Travis gave me a hickey...YEAH!! Lol...
Anyways, we left and came home. Got pulled over....The popo's were just looking for someone...so we moved on. I came home this morning, and now I am awake with a hang ova!!
Tonight I'm going to Face's with Pete and Katie. I got them on the VIP list through Joe. He's getting me a 21+ whrist band so I can drink it up! It'll be a great morning tomorrow... Well, I have to go wash the lipstick off my stomach....Don't ask me......
GOD I'M SLUTTY.. lol...
LOVELoveloveluv
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| Today was just swell. |
[Friday, October 29th, 2004 @ 5:08pm] |
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Yet again I have woken up late for class. Yes... Design was fine...reading was...(no words to rhym..)Reading was good. A matter of fact, I got out of reading 10 minutes early, which ment that I could listen to 10 more minutes of Soco in the car on my way to the cafe.
Ahh..Friday....Lunch time at the cafe....Surpisingly it was moderately slow. Some drama from yesterday..It never fails does it?? Anywho...with Friday brings payday..Also with Friday brings working at the bar in 49 minutes. Eck how I hate drunks. But it pays for the car and the college...so I can't complain. The tele is ringing, and it shall remain..I'm far too lazy to reach for it.
This is why God invented the answering machine. I wish all of life came equipped with an answering machine.
Tomorrow...Krystan is staying the night tonight. We are going Halloween shopping in the morning, & then proceeding out to Cartel. I want to drink my pain and worries away tomorrow. Just for a while. No rum for me please.
I need a chai or a bubble tea. Mmmmm....Yummalicious. Speaking of things yummy, I am hitting up WalMart Monday for the leftover Halloween candy. It is on! $40 should get me about 5 monthes worth of sugar filled love. Oh November 1ST is good.....
Toodles for now....
-The Incredible Rodg- DOUCHE
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